Sunday, June 28, 2009

I am severed

Forgive and Forget.
Ha! Don't make me laugh...
It's easier for the first time, but as time passes... I only realize that I'm the foolish one who is enough to do such simple things.
You can say is people like me who causes war, but who knows.. it's people like you made me that way!! Believe me, I already tried ways to do so, I even done things that I couldn't have imagine I would do.. aaaah such hypocrite I am.
Thanks to you, I hate myself more, I hate others more, and I hate you even more.
If there's no realization in you, no matter how much we would have forgiven.. unconsciously history will repeat itself.
The times we spent together will remained as a memory, and will not be forgotten.
I'm not that cruel, I missed those moments too..
And I won't do anything to drag you down... hopefully you won't either.
butyoualreadydid
I'll remained as that..
My soft hearted days are over, you make me realize that.
A little hint, of every action you made.. it's a step further for me to actually forgive you.

Even it's juvenile for me to express myself through a blog, to show how gutless I am..
but am I speaking of someone too?

It takes miracles for me to change my feelings towards you, nothing but dark and pain in my path.
After reading this, I deserve your hatred, as well as you deserve mine.
From what I see, or how dramatic it may sound.. we're no longer as close as before.

P/s: I can play your game, TRY ME.
*off~

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