I am terrible

I know what you are thinking. I got the time, so why not?



Seeking forgiveness from me, isn't easy. That's on one hand.
Well, on the other.. seeking condemnation from me, isn't easy too.

But something confused me lately.
OF ALL PEOPLE, all person that I dislike, and unfavored,
I can really HATE you.

Certain things I really can't explain, but sadly, I really hate you.

Now, that's one story.
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Next, is about forgiveness.
As long as I don't find it fair when I'll get the consequences of crossing the line,
what makes you not to have consequences?
I may play along if it's fresh and new..
But as this issues came upon me rapidly..
I don't find it funny anymore, but a serious matter that you might want to accuse me.
Even though you LOL-ed.

So I'll play your game, instead.. you don't find it funny either.
Works both ways.

Now you may say I still don't forgive you, true.
your apologies felt half hearted. Otherwise, you wouldn't defend yourself.
Now you made me realize I'm a terrible person. Thanks.

You may feel hurt, but I'm sorry.
You may ask why, but I can't explain.

Afterall, I am a terrible and horrific person not to play along.


But then again, each time i look at you, I forgave you.
it's just magic =)

*off~ note this post is not meant for an individual but two.