There's a knife pierced at your back

It's raining. Better yet, it's raining with massive lightning and very loud thunder. and i like it.

I fits my emotional that I'm having very well. I'm sad, frustrated, and angry. and nobody can do anything about it.

Like I said before, some people come into our loves and quickly go. Some stay for a while and leave footprints on our hearts. It's true, some friends shares different pleasures with you, some are neutral.. but others Rip your heart out of your chest. I have many friends. Alot of them are fun, most of them are caring... and some of them are arrogant. I learn alot from them... and miss out alot not being with them. They are part of the purpose for me to live... a mission for me.

Kindness in words creates confidence

Kindness in thinking creates profoundness

Kindness in giving creates love.

Lao-Tzu

And when you hit the road when the you had your very first best friend, there'll be a the very first enemy' someone that both you and your friend dislikes. Who could live in a world without a person opposing you? But, there's a world where enemy are not found in the vocabulary. In the age s well, it is not one's friend but one's enemy who help in progress.

If you don't want to get back stabbed.... don't turn your back on someone. A little piece of advice from me. I just made some enemies, I'm not afraid of them. All my life, I had been forgiving... share laughter, and now.......

and now certain people thinks that I'm living a fool out of me. A person that thought i couldn't think straight. That I'm a delinquent. Mr Zol for example. Different people comes with different abilities. You don't think everyone can run 100m sprint and clocked at the same timing even they had the same amount of training.. the same qualities?

I forgive and forget, but it's time to change those ways i used to believed. Why hold back when you can make things clear at once, with or without aggression. Why stay quiet when a friend is being a bitch... and start telling someone else about it? Why don't just tell them what went wrong right in front of their face? Of course, not everyone can do that.

There are.. certain kinds of friends. Some take things for granted.. some keep it in and blow it all out one day.. and some being patience and forget about it.. let things be the way it is.

Honestly, I keep it in. And live a life in agony. Of course, i learn not to let the anger take in... but if possible.. People that oppose me, with or without respect... will get what they deserved from me. And to those who couldn't stay true to yourself, and to others... turn back on me.. you may not return anymore. To those who oppose me and those who never failed my trust.

*off~