He who smokes and drinks

It was certain that, with finger crossed, I seen my friend's death right before my eyes. Apparently, that's not true.

But having this feeling of pain, inside the left side of my chest, I'm pretty sure it is a sharp pain... that indicates my heart decease. I felt it yesterday while I was walking home after some intensive basketball game. I felt a vertigo... at the same time it pumped very fast. I tot it ended there.

Of course, if it ended there.. i won't be blogging today right? So, all those are not true, too.

On the other hand, some of what i said above is for real. Especially the death of a friend part.

Let me tell you a story, of how HE who smokes and drinks.

I knew him, since i came to secondary school. He is just another student with an attitude which is familiar with a guy name Soon Teck. As the year passed, I knew the boy even more. We were not best friends, but we can talk about general issues.

We got even closer when we were form2, the time that i found out he's rich.. and generous in a bad way. Whatever it takes to have a friend besides him, even money.

And so, i remembered he started smoking. Same goes to the delinquent youth that i knew. Honestly, I wouldn't care much about it. As long as some other friends, like Ming, Jordan smokes.. then I'll do something about it. Of course i believe they won't lar!

Friends like Chee Ho, and Michael.. I manage to stop them, but in the end it's still the same.

I was shocked when i found out Fei is smoking.

Years comes, we went prom together.. had a few laugh, and we move on with our lives.

I read about it, what smoking and drinking does. Part of a reason why i don't drink much. And concern about the friend i knew since i was 13. From what i heard, he smokes and drinks,ALOT.

I ask around, only realised that truth is not what i wanted to hear. Fear runs all over me. It is true. I was told, it'll affect childbirth or not having a child at all. It shortens life, causes brain damage. A feeling that have a brearing on.

Even all that, I doubt he will listen to me. And I'm pretty sure he will read this. I'm sorry i have to said it indirectly. Think of it, what is my purpose saying all these?

WE WANT YOU TO LIVE LONGER.

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Aside all that, you can die of lung cancer and i'll join you with my heart decease.

But lets hope that is not true okay?

*off~