I think... again

[press play and pause to buffer, and play again]

Sometimes, I think real world isn't playing fair.

Maybe real world doesn't even exist anymore.

But who am I to judge real world?

Or am I too concern of what was, and what will be...

Sometimes, I think human mind is like water.

When is agitated, it becomes difficult to see.

But if we allowed it to settle.. the answer becomes clear.

Sometimes, I said things.. which don't come straightforwardly..

People then ask me to repeat myself, I refused instead.. even it's important.

I'll leave people to wonder...

am I doing the wrong thing?

or they don't even bother figuring it out..

nah.. i believe they don't give a damn..

Sometimes, when you start over..

if you don't stick with your own direction... you'll go off course..

stuck in no where.. you'll even find yourself in someone else's..

And when you move on with the wrong direction... it gets worse even if you know it all along.

Sometimes, when you know what you wanted...

there is ALWAYS another.

Although the dream I pursuing was just a.. dead dream.

I knew that dream was about to fade in a month time..

and yet?

Then I have to make choices again..

I'm not complaining!!!

At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes -- all you need is one.

Peyton Sawyer

One Tree Hill

I think my style of blogging dig Chic's

Anyway just update in words because YOUKNOWWHY.

and being straightforward :

You're the only thing that I love..It scares me more every day...On my knees I think clearer.

Goodness knows I saw it coming

Or at least I'll claim I did

But in truth,I'm lost for words!

*off~