This is serious

I gotta tell you...

Sometimes, in your dreams you could learn someones true nature..

Sometimes it reveals people's character, because you never think twice about it before therefore you wouldn't notice until it flash through your mind making you realize.. to watch every action you take with these sort of person.

* I think I walked the emerald dream..*

It's been sometime that I neglected the problem I faced in the past. Most of it has to do with the small little circle of friends, while others with the closest individual you encounter.

A little of myself, whenever I did something.. I don't usually care of what others think of it. I'll say," Fuck em.."

Fuck em' if they don't like my opinion; Fuck em' if they don't even bother about me; Fuck em' if they don't even notice my existence; Fuck em' if they don' t talk to me anymore.. Fuck em if I can't find a parking!! Fuck em' all!

Oh yes, I know these people.. and yet I don't even bother how bad they screw me up, there's still a content face I showed them all the time, but on the other side it meant " Fuck you unwanted child of some bitch!"

You didn't know I can be that cruel eh? This is called two face, and the whole society is filled with it. They see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage,to just run with it.

Well, it's show time fellas..
You cannot hear me, I'll gonna yell at you.

You don't like me, I'll make you say it.

Most importantly, you don't respect, don't hope for one either.

But I'm not gonna let some dream turn me into some horrible person.
From my point of view, I haven't been standing up for myself.. You don't agree?
Won't be wrong just to fight for myself isn't it?
I better start now or I'll end up in anger management.
Dream on~

*off~sigh.. i really should start lighten up... how?