I survived 2nd semester after the long 3 month of unproductive breaks.
Yet, I survived a year of degree program.. But for how long?
Honestly speaking, I didn't do well for all my papers.. not to mention the guilt of spending more leisure time rather than being hardworking looking for solutions on how to solve Club & Society in Financial Accounting.
This semester had been a wake up call for me, at least hopefully I didn't snooze it for another semester. Life had been tough in the beginning of the year, the habit of believe that a rough year ahead of me.. the changed in character of those that staying with me under one roof. I'll say change, will never be unchanged.. all we can do is to adapt. Who are we to control how and what a person will become? Only realization will help and we let time do what it does best, make people realize...
But when will be my time to realize that I'm been the one that needs change?
(I know by saying this, I'd already made realization, but let's assume I haven't)
Like how I mention of Igor's frog theory, those that had an impact on them only start to regret and take action, but otherwise they will wait and hope for something.
But I like to see what the future holds for me..
Life's hasn't been a bitch after I met a special someone whom was introduced by a special friend.
At first, it seems like it's all ordinary.. but while the time ticks, all became a gift. And when it's a gift, it has values.. and those values are irreplaceable, at least not in my heart.
But as for my special friend, allowing me to know something so great has been something to be proud of.. how I handle it, it's already on my own.
Rest assure that whatever bad things happen between us, made our relationship stronger.
And more importantly, over the time there are more lighthearted days than those despairing moments.
Honestly speaking, I didn't do well for all my papers.. not to mention the guilt of spending more leisure time rather than being hardworking looking for solutions on how to solve Club & Society in Financial Accounting.
This semester had been a wake up call for me, at least hopefully I didn't snooze it for another semester. Life had been tough in the beginning of the year, the habit of believe that a rough year ahead of me.. the changed in character of those that staying with me under one roof. I'll say change, will never be unchanged.. all we can do is to adapt. Who are we to control how and what a person will become? Only realization will help and we let time do what it does best, make people realize...But when will be my time to realize that I'm been the one that needs change?
(I know by saying this, I'd already made realization, but let's assume I haven't)
Like how I mention of Igor's frog theory, those that had an impact on them only start to regret and take action, but otherwise they will wait and hope for something.
But I like to see what the future holds for me..Life's hasn't been a bitch after I met a special someone whom was introduced by a special friend.
At first, it seems like it's all ordinary.. but while the time ticks, all became a gift. And when it's a gift, it has values.. and those values are irreplaceable, at least not in my heart.
But as for my special friend, allowing me to know something so great has been something to be proud of.. how I handle it, it's already on my own.
Rest assure that whatever bad things happen between us, made our relationship stronger.
And more importantly, over the time there are more lighthearted days than those despairing moments.
Only time will tell, what comes next I'm not too sure myself. Finals been tough, sleepless nights and stressed laughter. Oh yes, we can still laugh.. I just wondering how Mein Kuok is able to sleep for 12 hours even though he's having a paper the next day. Best thing is he wakes up 3 hours before his exam and start studying from scratch.
As for me, accounting is the toughest.. after all the years of accounting exams, there were never once I cannot balance my account. But this time, instead of thinking of the solution on how to solve the final account for 3 questions.. I'm thinking of alibis on how to explain to my dad that I'm going to flunk my exam.
Of all people, why I thought of my dad? The one who I should worry about is my mom! The one that holds the cane, but for my case.. she will be using the broomsticks.
Not to mention she have some great throwing skills.. bowls, plates or anything that is throw able!
And I wonder why I'm MSSM for discus.
But all is over, I'm back in PJ. Had a great start of holiday... probably will have a great start of the semester and year 2 in Accounting's. For now, play!
*off~
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Please study hard... i'm not trying to be an angel here, but what i'm trying to say is if you dont do well in your study right now, you will regret later.. trust me..
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