Just gonna stand here

There are only 2 occasion when I will think about you.


And that is when my eyes are OPEN.

&

When my eyes are CLOSED.

I miss you.

*off

People became people

After 2 and half years in Kampar, I've seen things.
Not ghostly things but maybe something to it.
Just kid. =)

From what I observed, friends, mostly friends.. had changed.
Some to the better, and some to what they thing is better.
Nothing is worse, cause good things always happen.
YEAAAH RIGGGHT!

I'd seen narcissism turn into hyper narcissism.
I'd seen crybabies turn into wolves.
I'd seen stone turn into eh.. mountain.
I'd seen girl turn into witch.
I also seen guy that look like a dog.
The guy that look like a dog part is true anyways.

But if I were to post up all that I've seen cramped up in this little box it will be total awful till the point your browser have to call me Father and rate me as God.

So... I'll just feature post one person at a time.
Without them knowing of course, it's their job to find out.

Till then, see ya!

*OFF~

Smile

OO00oo you make me smile =)
*put credits on your own*
I know it's a 2 day early but..

Happy 9th monthsarry~
Quite a number of stuff we've been through and happened over the pass 9th months and all..
But I just want you to know that,

I really love you so much and

Oh yeah, you're the only girl who makes me smile =D

*off~ can't wait to show u this post so there u go

Nike what haywire what Pop quiz sales what what?

I don't know why.. but

Khai Sim made me do this

link to the smashpOp dude: http://smashpop.net/

link to the smashpOp dude: http://smashpop.net/

So motherly love..
again..
KHAI SIM MADE ME DO THIS!!!

So I have to support her??
or she'll show me -____________-" this?
she's mean, don't forget grumpy.

*off~

6th 6th

I miss you too.


Every day, every minute, every wind blow, every star, every ray of light, every drop of rain, every fallen leaves, every farts.

But...
I'll be back for you.

Happy belated 6th.

*off~

Deviance

My humanity failed me.
Believe me, I did not wish for these to come.. What happen to my positive thinking?
And look what it had done to me...
I don't like what I saw, and I don't know what the outcome will be.
But I take another chance, one more step to make.. hopefully it'll change my fate.
Pray for me.
If this doesn't work, hopefully I'll stay alive at my journey... cause the future is about to change.
I'm extremely depressed, I hope there's no other burden to bear until I solve this one.

Till then, there will be less updates. Pray that there's another chance for me.
All I know, I'd lost my sense of hope...

*off~

Till 8th of May

Sorry to say, I'd to shut down this damn blog.

Cause I have another.. a sharing blog with a friend in New Zealand.
okay, I'm just kidding about shutting down, but I seriously had another blog with someone from New Zealand too. Wait, she's not entirely a citizen of NZ.. someone from Malaysia whom transferred there for fun.
I'm not talking about Kitt Foo at all, sharing a blog with him would be gay.
cough*likesharingaroomwithhimforcoupleofmonth*cough..
and it's cough*Fei*cough. anyway, Finals are coming and I'd not start studying yet.
Star student.. I don't know.. so many things to do yet sigh..
Oh my god I just remembered something I forgot to do.. shit

When sometimes you feel like your heart have abandoned you
Don't worry, it will return
Wait for it may be painful
But at the end it will heal your scars.
actually, it's just an excuse not to blog ahaha!!

See you next month, till 8th of May!! Stay alive!

*off~ I miss you already..

Plurk & Gossip Guy

Thanks to Shu for introducing me to this new spam site, Now I can spam all I want into this thing called Plurk. A new micro blogging service where you can share thoughts, links, YouTube videos or whatever in 140 characters. At first it has nothing interesting as I plurk rubbish and only Shu's the one who read all about it, not to mention she's the only one responding to each of my plurks...
It's getting boring cause all my non sense thoughts... I'm only able to share to one. Soon later I found out Faye uses it too.. but not as active as I thought.
So now, I'm going to turn this Plurk account of mine, into a new gossiping site. So, SIGN UP.. and read all about my latest gossips on masturbation, new head news (sounds cooler when I said that, well.. at least I think so) and other juices gossip around me!
And don't worry, mostly it's my thoughts.. but if you don't like it, THEN spice it up by sharing your own gossip and backstabbing moments. Let DR WONDERJECK heal your pain, backstabbing can be fun, do it online! Spread it globally, be a man! Do the weird things!

Told you, Internet is such a wonderful tool now.
Sign up now, add me as a friend at Plurk+Gossip= Wonderjeck
(sounds so much cooler when I said it)

Remember, Karma raises when you start gossiping at Plurk!
Note that gossips starts when I have reach 10 plurk friends/fans... TELL YOUR FRIENDS!

*off~ totally pointless haha!

KerWei at her 19th Year

So many things to write about,
yet couldn't find the time..
Many is been going on, the rough.. the sweet, the troubles, the love, the friendship, the memories, the experience, I can go on and on.

But first of all....

Happy Birthday to Lim Ker Wei!!!
Age 19 now, bless your soul for not turning 20 yet! Bless you even more for scoring good results every single exam.. and possible the coming one.
Pretty nice date though...
It must have been a rainy day when you were born, but it wasn't really rain , the sky was crying because it lost his most beautiful angel...

LALALA! Till then, toodles~

*off~

The 6 weeks Diet Plan

Sounds promising doesn't it? Getting thinner, obvious flat tummy.. the coming gorgeous abs..
All that, if you obey every single instructions for the 6 weeks diet plan..
But nothing ever comes so easily in life... Take note, heed my warning..
If you ever felt guilty of eating too much..
felt like puking your food away...
or starve yourself the whole night..
Then STOP THIS DIET PLAN!!
This diet plan may psycho your mind... your body can't take it.. neither is your brain..
There is more to life.. give yourself some reward...
don't throw good food aside... opportunity don't come everyday..
When there's good food, take it! Don't hesitate..
Life is short, live life the fullest... Don't kill yourself by looking good..
I'm saying this because I'd been psycho-ed.. No one can help you but yourself.

*off~

A walk to be remembered

Buffer the song and play it please, It's a good song!

Yet it's been a year, the end of 2008. The images are still clear from the very beginning of this year, as though it's just like yesterday. I have a thousand words to say about this year, all the heartbreaks, all the disappointments and mostly all the joys that life have brought me this far..
Have you ever wondered what marks our time here? If one life can really make an impact on the world? Or if the choices we make matter? I believe they do. And I believe that one man can change many lives... for better or worse!
Lets begin this chronologically..

The most shocking moments yet begin the very beginning of the year: Chi Khan, in a gym. Pumping muscles for the wrong reason. Oh yes, the news is more shocking the the 1st page of Star Newspaper on the 1st of January about Datuk Seri Chua Soi Lek's sex scandal, a day before his birthday.

I had the best Chinese New Year throughout my whole 19 years of living, YES!! The BEST!!
Lucky I'm having a semester break that 2 weeks of festive holidays, I won't be having breaks in 2009. This year is like, everyday there's an event. Which involve lots of gambling.. and also lots of loosing..
But having so much fun, there's always a turnabout..
During February month alone, two had left to Australia.. Ming Kim and Yen Tink.
Oh, by the way, there are no Valentine's day again.. I stayed at home listening to All By Myself by Celine Dion.

We form a new group, The Adventure team!! We discovered number of places, business was very good, till me and Jordan left to Kampar.. there're no news after that.
We discovered Little Genting/ Lookout Point, that's where it all started, and then Tamirand
Springs, Bora Asmara, etc.
The group: Mak, Ming, Jordan, Nian, Eng Liong and Me!!

The year that I had the most beautiful lie ever. Samantha came back from the States, after she kept from me for several month and bluffing me about not coming back at all..
Surprise of all surprises.. Sadly, I had to go Kampar a few days after her return.. but I came back often.. and she came Kampar for a visit!

We disguise ourselves as students to break in school, Heh, JUST JOKING. The picture above was taken this year, Puan Puah's retirement. I lost my uniform though. Speaking of breaking in school, some of them broke in numerous times.. CCTV don't do shits in my high school.. I bet they turn it off!!

My largest birthday party on my whole 19 years, so I think.. maybe I had larger birthday parties when I was an infant or 2 years old.. but couldn't remember so they don't count!
Jordan's great plan.. which brought all, ALL, ALLLL of my friends to my house. All as in from Utar, Basketball, High school.. and.. all..

Almost had a new dog, my dark plan to kill the new born puppy in my house just to adopt this furry thing.. BUT I'm not that bad.. Gave it away to someone deserve it.. Lucky DOG!! Now it's been hugged everyday.. feeling the breast and drool all over..
His name is Coco..

Kampar, at first it was dreadful! But as time passes, you'll get well known for your talents and people start worship you. Unfortunately that didn't happen to me.. I made new friends, and getting to know the old ones better..
made some TRUE friends also, those that I can share all my problems with and not getting backstabbed. Those that grabbed me when I fell into the pit.. those that yell when a bug larger that thumbs flew in from their windows..

Kampar will never be a boring place to me anymore, there are many places to visit, more good food to be discovered, more laughter to share, more games to play together.
My new place of Zen, the waterfall.. every once a week.. at least.

New hobby, Fishing, And then cook it for dinner. Free fish!! I fish almost every weekend, when I'm not lazy that is.. Gotta learn new ways to catch larger fish already. Can't just catch the same boring kind of fish and the largest like my palm..
It's just boring..

Got myself sunburned. It healed, but now I'm darker not because of fishing, but swimming!!!

Another new hobby, I screw basketball and started swimming. Not to mention I went into a new diet plan.. which work very well..I gotta tell you, it could be insane. It also might be a genius because it actually does work, I'm getting leaner.. but I have to control and all.. A few extra calories and I gain weight extra fast!!!
okay, that's neither here nor there..

Did some crazy shits in Kampar, bringing the fahai there.. but in the end got lazy and go with the flow.. Next year there'll be alcohol fest in Kampar.. The people needs to get high..
And then 2 more years, there'll be weed.. and people will start the Ninja-ness!!!
I'm just saying, not planning to weeding Kampar too, although the place is good enough for illegal weed planting..
okay that's neither here nor there again..

Jordan had a new pet snake... Rex.
And fed mouse every week.. let's not talk about this, don't wanna get screw by mice lovers again.
Go find a rat to breed lar Mice lovers!!!

Explore some places.. had a great time in Penang, get to know that there are others who's as crazy as us.. You can find the good in anybody if you just give them a chance, benefit of the doubt. Sometimes people disappoint you, sometimes they surprise you, but you never really get to know them until you listen for what's in their heart. that's what we should do. so for all you skeptics out there. prepare to be surprised.

Sing before you read the bible..

Introduce to a new drinking game. Circle of Death.
At least this year, I get to vomit alcohol once..
That game got me there..

A new sport, Paintball!!! And a few crazy moments in between!!
Sadly not ALL are there to share it.

The first invitation to a wedding dinner. Ahhh.. speechless.. read my previous post!!
I getting lazy already..

Preparing to say good bye to a friend..
You've ever wonder how long it takes to change your life? what measure of time is enough to be life altering? is it five years like high school, one year, an eight year rock tour, can
your life change in a month, a week, or a single day? we are always in a hurry to grow, to go places, to get ahead but when you 're young, one hour can change everything...

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There are some highlights in this year..
Well, almost everything I said was the highlights!

of course of myself heartbroken, but none of it is as bad as last year..
Not too sure I'm currently in love or.. normal with this new girl.. waiting time to tell me..
Didn't made new enemies, I stayed away from it... but there are some that I dislikes HAHA!!!
that's life! I love you all!!

I prepared my New Year Resolution : academically, Monetarily, and.. lovely ( is that the right word?)
Yeap, someone caught my eye, I betting my luck next year.. NOT GONNA TELL YOU WHO!

*off~ At the end of the day it's the choices you make that count~

Suit Up and Let's Go!

I'm not making a big fuss out of it, but I'd looked forward to this days since the brother of the bride told me of the good news.
A wedding!! Dresses! Food! Wine! Bridesmaid! Cake!!
Congratulation first of all to Philipp and Fong Yan!So it's time to get dress, suit up!
More pictures to come! And yet I don't have a camera...
Oh, excited!!

*off~ This post is scheduled.. by time this has posted up, I'm there already.

The new society

If you had been keeping up with my post..

by now you'll should know that I'd 2nd blog..

Just to keep things lighten up in this blog so..

Most emo post was posted up there instead... Keeping this blog free from emotional thoughts..

Plus the blog is more like.. predictions, get what I mean? More like you predict what's next year stuff will turn out to be..

But there's a little turn off - is password protected.

But don't worry, it's 4 digit... and it's only numbers..

easy to crack.You crack one you most probally will crack the rest. However, don't ask for recent updates for this blog, who wants to keep posting emo thoughts for entertainment? and the prediction was a yearly thing... but if the prediction didn't turn out to be... I'll post it up, protection free =D

If you do crack it, read my predictions... you'll be most welcome to join the blog as partners, what do you say? You can write your own predictions... change the URL and had your resolutions kept under the WWW for you to remember by...

If you think this is lame... then it is..

http://jeck4thought.wordpress.com/

*OFF~

I'll be back

[press play and pause to buffer, and play again]

Took me one day to pack, unscrew, dismantle, destroy and clean...

Now my luggage is ready, I'm fully equipped with tools and medical sets,

My mattress and pillow..

All set except one very important thing that I'd to leave behind...

My heartless friends... How ironic when I criticize people who leave overseas and outstation...

and yet, now is my turn =)

There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroads...the choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. And of course when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back.

I'm moving on...

Remember, the phone works in both ways,

The Internet too.. except more than 2 ways..

Unfortunately I don't think I'm able to online... so make this as an update till next time!!!

To those who didn't know, I'm going to Kampar!!

*off~

19th Birthday

Before you start reading this post. Firstly I would recommend you to buffer the song, and play it throughout the whole post content... and remember to read slow.

(Surprise Party by Jordan to JeckShen)

Remember tonight, for it is the beginning of always.

(The Cake)

A promise. Like a reward for persisting through life so long alone.

A belief in each other and the possibility of love.

(The People)

A decision to ignore, simply rise above the pain of the past.

(The Family - minus the brother)

A covenant, which at once binds two souls and yet severs prior ties.

(The 2nd family, minus the sisters)

A celebration of the chance taken and the challenge that lies ahead.

(The 3rd family minus the whole loads of them)

For two will always be stronger than one, like a team braced against the tempest civil world.

(Jeckshen & Samantha)

And love will always be the guiding force in our lives. For tonight is mere formality.

(Jeckshen & Xiannee)

Only an announcement to the world of feelings long held. Promises made long ago.

In the sacred spaces of our hearts.

Happiness comes in many forms. In the company of good friends,in the feeling you get when you make someone else’s dreams come true,or in a promise of hope renewed.

It’s ok to let yourself be happy, because you never know how great that happiness might be.

Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life,that you expect it to always be there, because you can’t remember a time in your life when it wasn’t.

But then one day you feel something else. Something that feels wrong only because it’s so unfamiliar,

and in that moment you realize you’re happy.

Sorry, if this be an ordinary post I'll have no words to put it in so instead I use quotes and poets.

And thanks to my 'heartless' friends for being there, 19th years never a wish better than this =D

*off~

Wonder Who?

Sorry for the inconvenience, my blog site had been moved to this new site.

Please remember to switch you links!

As you can see the name of the URL is much relevant to the site name, therefor it have to changed.

To fellow readers, the URL name is not as long as the previous URL anymore. Please enjoy the up coming post.

The story left hidden,

and always will be.

A secret.

Oh, how I missed those days with you, although it just a day.. it meant alot even you could remember.

*off~ A random post

Happy Chinese New year

It says it all. Have a great chinese new year and may the year of rat gives you more 'ong'

*off~ GAMBLE!!